There is guy named Joel that I accidentally met on the bus.He made funny faces and made me laugh.He looks somewhat similar to Jim Carrey and has the same sense of humour.He knows nothing of the movie and smiles silently when I tell him all about Lamb of God (since he truly believes himself to be their biggest fan and glances at my T-shirt with their logo with a certain look of jealousy in his eyes).As a writer he wears a "writery" type of clothes and can not allow himself to be seen in anything but that.He suggested that I stop being all sad and smile for a change.I tried.I was not taking him seriously until I noticed that scars on his wrists that appeared fresh and deeper then mine.I hope he will find his Clementine soon enough, since there is already an eternal sunshine coming out of his spotless mind.


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In trying we find meaning

In failing we find hope

Some are loosing, some are winning

But it becomes no harder to cope

When the luck runs out and the buses miss

You might feel like you're falling into deepest abyss

Hold your breath and whisper her name

The misery will come, if that was your aim

And a stranger will smile sincerely

And the phone will be off the hook

And the number that you did hold dearly

Will not be for what you will look

And the cigaret will remain unlit falling down on concrete floor

And tomorrow, when the day is split you will not notice the flaw