Sometimes the resistance is too much.
I want to crumble-the pressure is greater then my ability to hold the walls up.
But I am strong enough and considerably smarter then those filthy traitors.
I must go on.I know what to show and what to conceal.
I feel horrible about wasting away my life in this shithole.
I was born to conquer the world and not to do this.
"How do you fight loneliness?
Smile all the time
Shine you teeth to meaningless
And sharpen them with lies."