I had a wonderful day.I rented a bike and rode it all around Stanley Park (good 10km), then I bought some DVDs and relaxed in the sun.I am happy, lonely, but happy. Met Sebastian yesterday, he looks way better then John now.We talked, he is actually not a bad person when you get to really talk to him.I warned him not to make the same mistake as me and John, he promised he will not. John's mom was wonderful to me as well.Gosh, how much I wish John to dissapear so that I can just talk to his family and not feel akward.But that continues to be my wish.Alex called,and he surprised me actually.He was being all nice and sweet, I figured that bastard wants me still.I politely declined his invitation to come over and smiled to myself.It is cloudy now and it is going to rain soon.I will wait-just like I am waiting for my love to appear on the horizon.